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Why aren’t I in the holiday spirit?

 

Bleh, I’m not all “bah hum bug” but I am just kind of bleh about the holidays this year. Last year I was a happy little Christmas elf who couldn’t wait for my Son’s first Christmas. I decorated like crazy and even hosted my family and my in-laws and I was super pumped about it! This year I haven’t wanted to do anything Christmasie. (I know not a word)

My hubby keeps trying to get me in the spirit….usually it’s the other way around, so what is going on?

I’m not exactly sure but here is my theory. When we wake up, as in awaken, we move to a higher vibrational state. You want less and care more. This year I am having a hard time justifying spending so much money on worthless items when there is so much need for help in the world. I don’t want to buy people things to prove their worth to me, I want to show them I love them daily. I work really hard to do this year round. Every day I ask myself if I showed my son enough love. When someone really gets on my nerves I try to send them and the situation love. I try to see it from a different point of view. Not always easy, but I try.

Since I have woke up I have become somewhat of an empath; this is to feel others emotions. Admittedly I am not the best at blocking these emotions because it is a fairly new ability for me, so when I go to walmart or to the store I leave feeling completely drained. I can’t even watch the news anymore because it’s all sad, terrible news. I just want to send people as much love as I possibly can. Around the holidays while people are spending hundreds or thousands of dollars to show their love, I just can’t help but think….what if collectively we used this money and this joy to help those in need? What a great holiday season that would be for those who don’t have anything.

This is kind of a bleh post and I totally need to get my vibes up!! I am trying to get in the holiday spirit but it’s just a little weird this year. If this post reaches anyone I just ask that you do this 2 minute “meditation” for me.

Sit with your eye’s closed and take three deep breaths in and out. Picture our globe and picture covering it with a pink blanket of light. The entire world, just send it some love. Open your eyes and know that even if you can’t see it, you just made a difference.

Happy Holiday’s to you and yours!

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